Heavy Heart (Repost)

"No matter the distance, no matter the pain, it seems like you will keep on coming to claim what had already disapeared. What you took away from me. You can't help it, there are so many things to break when it comes to expectations, promises.. Following carefully the trail of tears I've shed. Like a hunter follows its prey. The only difference being that a hunter has the decency to kill its prey.. but not you. Why end something that can be forever stretched? A neverending nightmare."
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I am not a big fan of calling what I do "art". I don't feel like I have the skills nor the talent for it to be called that way but for lack of better words.. Everything that I do is and will ever be a part of me, an extension of who I was, who I am and who I long to become. Past experiences, memories more unhappy than the contrary but it is a way like any other to shape one's vision of the world, one's perspective of all things. The only way I had to express all of these experiences, to make sense of them in the process.. I believe it is what saved me throughout all of it, a light that never goes out no matter how long the night lingers. An infinity of words and feelings in a single line.