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Sometimes things are more difficult than they seem even when they remain simple. A matter of perspectives but more often than not, when something or someone matter, everything seems to be more heavy than it should and the many thoughts of the many scenarios possible all come crashing down in an instant. The train derails and the wreckage attracts the most terrifying guests at the table. One of them is all too familiar with those situations..
"Isn't it the best part of these interactions B? To tell or not to tell? Some thing are better left well alone, some subjects are better buried away.. Do you tell upfront or do you let them see as they learn to know you the tempest that hides inside? Either ways, I'll enjoy the spectacle. The funny man crashing down or the attentive and well-spoken guy speaking of nonsense and losing himself to a madness that he cannot fully grasp.. Which is it going to be?"
Thankfully, I have managed after years and years of practice to ignore these specific guest, for a time at least, as long as I manage to enjoy the little moments.