You Will Become What I Need You To Be (Repost)

"Look what you're making me do to you."
I've spend years wondering. Did she realized, back then, what she was doing to us? to me? The things, that she did and made me do. It took some time of course before I understood that she was conscious about everything she did. That's the point, that was her design, what she wanted. I was nothing more than a puppet with the characteristics she already liked, the rest well, she planned on replacing it. There was only two options there: Follow and accept the change or Be changed no matter how violent it gets. And it did.. I still blame myself for allowing this to happen, all in the name of love, love that was never there to begin with. Probably the darkest moment of this journey, losing oneself into the labyrinth, the spiral of abuse.
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Here's the new repost guys! One of my first and heaviest drawings I have posted on this page. I have tried many times to draw about this personal matter, it was always something that creeped within my mind, like a stain that I cannot erase, but it took some time before I could wrap my head around what had happened. It felt like drawing it was the best way to talk about it. Anyway, here it is, I hope you guys will enjoy this one, not much had to be reworked on this, the shadows and added some extra stuff. Have a great day 💙
🎧 MCC [Magna Carta Cartel] - The Demon King